Is there anyone?

Honestly. Is anyone out there, who's reading my bamblings continually? Who's not just finding my blog accidentally maybe reading some and forget it... Sometimes I feel that the existence of my blog is quite meaningless. Although I keep on writing. Maybe I should write my stuff into a notebook or a Word document. Sounds even more weird...

When your wearing is you... Or not.

It's so easy to disappear. Wearing a black hoodie with simple jeans and nobody realize me. They don't look at me like those times when I have time and mood to think about clothes to get on... But there are some special someone who know me and are able to see me in a way which not depends on my clothes. I do appreciate their attention since it's real.
Most of the times I don't hide myself into hoodies. So people always staring. Kind of annoying. Especially same-girls. They have the same hair, same pair of light-coloured jeans, same fake leather jacket and the same envy, hateful looking. Sometimes I just think "Look at me b*tch and burn." Not often but sometimes... :D